“I’m only human,” I apologised, “I don’t understand what you’re showing me.” Music as mycelium – moving through me, around … More
So I went to walk the dog and practised being present. I managed to quiet all the many, constantly competing … More
6am. Wake up on the kitchen floor – not because I was drunk (or anymore drunk than usual) or because … More
despite all my earlier butterfly dreams, I became nothing more than a tired grey caterpillar
So, in the dwindling light of a life spent largely being angry and hopeless, I’m thrashing about in the vague … More
As soon as I’ve got the energy, I’m going to jump up and run straight into the wall.